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ineedahug.
honey, everyone does.

o well, a kiss then.

Will someone please call a surgeon?
who can crack my ribs n repair this broken heart..

Tell me am i right to think that there could be nothin better
then makin you my bride n slowly growing old together?

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ooo i wanna travel all around e world.
*DISCLAIMER: i'm not emo.

Sunday, January 4, 2009
Back.in.small.island 12:53 AM

Holiday was fun
It was so fun that it's not enough
1month passed with the speed of light
and so..
here I am.
back in this small island

strangely enough, what i did back home can be represented by 3 F-words:
FAMILY
FOOD
FRIENDS

I won't explain my holiday in details
too many things to write maybe some other time
not in e mood to be reminded of happy slacking not using my brain laughing all the time time
no.
hell no.
not when school is only half a day away

I dun understand myself
I'm e one who wanna go away from home as far as possible n see e world
but everytime i got e chance
I always dun feel quite rite
1day before I left my home in Indonesia
I was with my friends n family
I was laughing all rite
but sumhow i couldn't really breath properly
e suffocating feeling remains till now

I WANT IT TO STOP
I know I'll have fun next term too
I know I'll enjoy my time here

I KNOW
I really know
but even now it's hard to breath
I think I just hate goodbyes
it's painful to leave singapore
it's painful to leave indonesia
it's always painful to leave sumthin
think I'll just see e positive side
1day I'll go back again
to wherever I need to be
so whenever I leave a place
I'll just tell myself "I'll be back soon"

whew
sorry to bother you with a long not so interesting something to read
but I feel better now
YAY
k k I'll write sumthing more positive then
pardon my English k
please bear with me
everytime I go back to Indonesia
I'll come back unable to speak English
hahaha