Will someone please call a surgeon?
who can crack my ribs n repair this broken heart..
Tell me am i right to think that there could be nothin better
then makin you my bride n slowly growing old together?
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Hostel management: Hello Everyone, There have been some complaints regarding the noise level in Regards, Me: To: SHI Fei Ran; LOW Wan Ting; LIM Fern Yit; ARVIND Rajendran; OKKAR Kyaw; Kristin LOO Shi Qi; Jason LIEW Leann: Me: Fern Yit: Me: Fern Yit: Me: Fern Yit: Me: Fern Yit: Leann: Arvind: Fern Yit: Me: Arvind: ckckck..look what dota can do to you? worse than drugs man Me: Okkar: Fei Ran: ..n thats e end of our spamming spree. hail spamming!..it all started when e hostel management sent this email:
..o well print screen's not workin so i'll just type it then..Subject: [Hostel] Silent Hours Reminder
the hostel after silent hours. Please do remember that silent hours in the
hostel are from 12am to 8am. Kindly be considerate and adhere to the silent
hours so as to prevent any inconvenience to the hostel residents. Thank you.
Hostel Management TeamAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa is it us????
never me. must be you!!
Haaaaah?? No. Must be fei ran..
Concluded, jess, fei ran and wan ting. CC to kok siong.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nah must be e guys..all e girls in hostel are so quiet and shy
Shy my ass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Your ass is shy??
Yea. That’s why it’s covered.
Then i think you should cover your head instead papa coz its bigger than your ass x)
You should cover your cheeks too. coz when I squeeze them together it looks like an ass on your face =P
stop fighting, bastards. bababababbaba.gong xi gong xi.
SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM!!!! :)
DOTA DOTA DOTA!!!!
Hahhahahhahahaa poor fei ran i think she’ll faint when she check her inbox,, Woohoo spamming spree!!! X)
DOTA DOTA DOTA???YES YES YES!!! Now...STOP STOP STOP!!! :)
Stop stop stop what what what??? *annoying mode: on*
You are already annoying enough without turning on your annoying mode!!! Someone sit on Jess!!!
u guys........... SPAM !!!! *with super big red font x)
reply for mommy Kristin's message:MOMMY!!!!! *run* *HUGS* *wont let go* *fall asleep*
Sorry can’t reply your message in e facebook coz im back in SMUKI busy mode again somehow n dun hav time to take care of my facebook T____________T *bye bye new year resolution* OMG!!! HOW ARE YOU?? Meet nice people yet?? Have you tidy up your room or luggage?? Hows e house?? Hows Sweden?? Is it really cold?? Must update me k!! Hehhehehehe
Dun worry mamiii its normal to feel lonely coz you’re still new,, besides its your first time staying abroad so leaving home might be difficult for you..e first time i went to Singapore i cried in indonesia’s airport all-the-waaaaaaaaaay to changi,,hahhahaa *dun tell anyone tho* really,,sooner or later you will find someone like yourself there,,play with e locals eh mami!! I want an ang mo papa remember??hehehehe o yeah shops close early..same as Australia,,5pm n nowhere to shop n i woke up at 1pm after sleeping very late e night before,,by e time i finished showering n stuffs,,i only hav at most 2 hours to shop!! Grrrrr,, haha mami sooner or later you’ll learn to cook so when you’re back you can cook for us,,x)
YES COCKROACH!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW i almost died. Seriously. It was really scary,, i played dota till 3 hen supper till 4 but i couldn’t sleep yet coz ive morning class (ma) n i haven’t done e homework,,e worst part is i just knew that i MUST submit e homework to e ta..o well..so at around 5 am im still doin ma when suddenly i saw a cockroach crawling in my room from outside!!! OMG..just remembering it makes me dizzy..somehow i didn’t shout but i ran to uncle’s room n asked her whether i can sleep at her room,,but to think of it again,,i couldn’t just sleep becoz:1. My ma hooow??
N so with all my might i went back to our unit n pushed a chair to prevent my room’s door from closing,,then i stood on e chair,,carryin a broom,,yelling at e cockroach to come out n try to make sound n poke here and there with e broom so e cockroach would come out. No use. I was so desperate dunno what to do T_______T
2. E cockroach may give birth inside my room if i dun kill it straightaway!!
FINALLY.
Okkar came with a baygon can,, *fastforwardin e story* and..he killed e cockroach and my life was once more fine again,,
Anyway bout school,,i still haven’t done a single reading yet..which is very bad coz i wanted to. Instead: i played DOTA EVERY SINGLE NITE..sick. we usually end at 3/4/even 5..i didn’t get enough sleep,, there’s one day when i only slept for 1 hour coz of DOTA ,, e morning after that ive morning n noon classes,,then GAYA training till 5,,5-6 i watched Voix performance,,then i went back to shower for awhile,,then went to Victoria theatre to watch IndanCity production,, rushed back to cathay (it was crazy!! E performance finished at 10.30pm n e movie in cathay started at 10.30pm!!) n watch ip man,,which was REALLY REALLY GOOD. Omg. I didn’t expect a movie with such a weird title to be that good.sorry uncle leann for not trusting you,,xp
hehe theeeeeeeen,,i played DOTA again till 5 n slept for 10 hours but e next day i only slept for about 3 or 4 hours,,n that was e kind of life im havin now,, But im gonna stop. Hehe. I wont play DOTA anymore. you know mami,, 1 of my friends offered to buy me lunch if i can stop for a week,,another friend will buy me 5days meal at koufu if i can stop for 1 month. YAAAAAY!! Ive incentives to stop playin DOTA!!
Hahahahahaha now you know how i feel everytime i got lost,,o yeah i got lost when i was tryin to find Victoria theatre,, i tried to find 3 bus stops which were all wrong,,then i walked to city hall n gave up on bus but e people there dunno wheres Victoria theatre!! So i asked for esplanade but on e way i asked another person for Victoria theatre then that person pointed to opposite direction,,then i ended up in some scary alley with a drunken looking ang mo so i ran even tho maybe he was just happened to be drunk there n wont do anything,,anyway i was freaked out n ran,,with high heels..anyway its a very long story n i ended up spending 50 mins to go to e theatre n late about 30 mins or so..o well. So whenever you got lost,,remember me n remember how lucky you are to be at least born with a sense of direction..hehehee
O yeah n Yen likes to cook weird-smelling food now..i started to buy air freshener,, and poor Anh there was a day when i went back quite late n she was outside but it was really smelly so i asked whether she smelled that too she said yes it was Yen’s food’s smell n she even brought e food inside their room,,n that there was no use telling Yen coz she will get offended,,i suspected that was why Anh was outside,, ooo!!n they stopped playing lock-e-door..hehe but there was a time when..o no,,its only less a week since you’ve gone n i already hav so much things to tell you!! Aaaaargh,,i need to go practice now,,talk to ya later k mommy,,n ill post this in my blog just in case your outlook still not workin!! X)
Miss yaaa!!
be grateful for the pain that you feel.
even pain is a blessing
some children are born without e ability to feel pain
my first reaction was to think, "she's so lucky!"
did she?
she kept on biting her arms or lips or tounge
till it bled but she didn't feel a single thing
no cry
no scream
not a single expression
when her parents came and saw her
she was already half dying
becauce of blood loss
if pain is a blessing,
i believe you can find much more things
that you can stop hating n regretting
remember that everythin exists for a reasonwithout cry you won't recognize smile
without hatred you won't feel love
without sadness you won't know happiness
be grateful
noooooo
2 days ago e first thing i noticed when i woke up was juhi [dried squid] smell..and i quickly went to buy air freshener..which work really really well..but now my room smells like juhi again!!! whyyy oooo whyyyyyyy
at times like these..i really hate it when somebody's cookin outside,, this hostel unit wasn't designed for people doin serious cookin!
o come ooooon
at least when you cook make sure that your food smells good not smells like juhi!! >.< why would people eat sumthin that smells so bad anyway!! grrrrrrrrr
To Kill a Mockingbird
..a story exposing e roots of human behavior told from e perspective of an innocent little girl
..a book worth reading
writin bout Kristin reminded me of e song lyric my ex wrote to me once when we parted.I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do
Light up...
Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads
Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess
aaaaaw i hate goodbyes.
my best friend
countless breakfasts.lunchs.dinners.suppers
"you are my sunshine" duet
talking.laughing.doin retarted things.even studying together
[even studyin,,OMG]
my mommy
countless precious "mummiieeee.." "daughtieeee" time
find me a new Sweden ang mo papa soon k
n dun forget to send me ang pao
my dear RS
who has been takin care of me since my first term in SMU,
my first week in Singapore.
who makes me feel like home in Singapore
cleaning e unit together with music from iPod speaker
haha
..Kristin..- funny, silly, messy, beautiful, lovable, selfconscious, way-too-nice friend of mine -
have fun in Sweden!!
we'll be missin you
sorry we're all sleeping monsters
but we really LOVE you
1 term will be over really soon
c ya soon then =)
xOXo,
Jess.
My new year resolutions!1. STOP BUYING THINGS. I've more than enough things now. Unless I can sell my old things, I won't shop. AT ALL. T__________T uhu uhu
2. MSN every day. max 1 hour.
3. check facebook everyday but spend less than 30 minutes doing so.
4. If I have extra time, learn piano.
5. just do my best in everything i do.
20. People always thought that I'm bloody underaged 21. I believe that Alien is out there for suregrrrr thanx so much Kristin for makin me do this
21 Things That Most People Don't Know About Me
after you do this, tag 5 people to do this too.
1. I always bought more books than I can read
2. I didn't know how studying feels like before I'm in SMU
3. I don't club in Indonesia
4. I was relieved when my parents got divorced
5. I gave nicknames to most people I know close enough
6. I almost always cry watching good movies
7. I've 2 brothers both in Australia n they still bite n pinch me
8. I love Apple Bacardi more than apple juice
9. I dried n kept e flowers that people gave to me
10. I enjoyed being busy n e adrenaline rush when deadline is near
11. I'm pure Chinese [most people think that I'm Malay]
12. I've tried bungee jumping in Bali
13. Sometimes I still think in Indonesian n translate it to English then say e words
14. I look super healthy but I was always sick at least twice a year
15. I was my English teacher's bridesmaid
16. I honestly think food is the source of happiness
17. Waking me up is a pain in e a**
18. I didn't dare to sleep facin up coz my bro told me once that I'll see a ghost flyin n smilin at me if I do. Now I'm smart enough to tell that it was a lie but I still sleep facing down most of e time
19. Watching horror movies with my bro used to be my hobby when I was
still very small. Now sometimes I didn't dare to open my eyes when I look in the mirror or shower
..writing this was hard coz sum things are just plainly secret xp
Next 5 victims who needs to do this:
Adit
Hippo
Ellince
Vaish
Vivi
Piggy
Cella
I can't count. I know. n some of you dun hav blogs I dun care email me or sumthin I just wanna know xp
Holiday was fun
It was so fun that it's not enough
1month passed with the speed of light
and so..
here I am.
back in this small island
strangely enough, what i did back home can be represented by 3 F-words:FAMILY
FOOD
FRIENDS
I won't explain my holiday in details
too many things to write maybe some other time
not in e mood to be reminded of happy slacking not using my brain laughing all the time time
no.
hell no.
not when school is only half a day away
I dun understand myself
I'm e one who wanna go away from home as far as possible n see e world
but everytime i got e chance
I always dun feel quite rite
1day before I left my home in Indonesia
I was with my friends n family
I was laughing all rite
but sumhow i couldn't really breath properly
e suffocating feeling remains till nowI WANT IT TO STOP
I know I'll have fun next term too
I know I'll enjoy my time hereI KNOW
I really know
but even now it's hard to breath
I think I just hate goodbyes
it's painful to leave singapore
it's painful to leave indonesia
it's always painful to leave sumthin
think I'll just see e positive side
1day I'll go back again
to wherever I need to be
so whenever I leave a place
I'll just tell myself "I'll be back soon"
whew
sorry to bother you with a long not so interesting something to read
but I feel better now
YAY
k k I'll write sumthing more positive then
pardon my English k
please bear with me
everytime I go back to Indonesia
I'll come back unable to speak English
hahaha
