it’s not that i’m not happy with my current condition, no. there’s a time when you just miss the old times, especially when everything is so different than what it used to be. Indonesia and Singapore is so nearby, but e culture is so different that sometimes i felt foreign and lonely.so weird.i was always considered as 1 of e happiest person ever *not exaggerating*
not now, though.
sometimes i feel lonely even when i am together with my friends, it’s as though i was wrapped inside a bubble that separated me from others. hmph well i guess it’s time for me to get used to it. i’m aware that i’m becoming more individualistic as i spend my time in Singapore. it’s in the culture. Not that it is bad, though. it’s just..different.
maybe it's becoz of language barrier? if i put it bluntly; my English SUCKS. haha. i’m still thinking in Bahasa Indonesia, then i’ll translate it to English as e words come out of my mouth. yeap. it sucks to want to say something but not able to put it into words. hopefully my English will improve. after exchange to Europe maybe? YAY
for now, i’ll just bear with my current condition. ooo how i missed talking with my mother tounge, bahasa. i miss Indonesian food! i miss my old friends.. high school times..hmm..anyway i just checked my friendster account.o gosh.i can't even remember e password so i looked at my account as though i'm a stranger.this is what i found:
i didn't know my old friends wished me happy b'day from friendster.i thought e one at my facebook account was all.don't hav time to reply them now.will do it later after exams.
promise.i'm talkin nonsense!haha people this is what happen you study too much.
oops.not like i study much tho xP lazy.silly.me.
JesS.
