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ineedahug.
honey, everyone does.

o well, a kiss then.

Will someone please call a surgeon?
who can crack my ribs n repair this broken heart..

Tell me am i right to think that there could be nothin better
then makin you my bride n slowly growing old together?

..Anyway, navigations are at the top

ABOUT ME {what i've}
PAST n FRIENDS BLOGS
{been looking for}
TAG {all this time}

ooo i wanna travel all around e world.
*DISCLAIMER: i'm not emo.

Thursday, November 27, 2008
WAHAAAHAHAAA 4:22 AM

three down.

one more to go.

then all will be over omg omg omg then i'll be free yaaaaaaaaay then go home to my country woohoo!

mom wait for me.
dad wait for me.
bro wait for me.
friends wait for me.
pova wait for me.
sate padang wait for me.
nasi uduk wait for me.
sakana wait for me.
saung grenvil seafood wait for me.
ikan bakar cianjur wait for me.
sop kambing wait for me.

i'm coming home soon!


Wednesday, November 26, 2008
piggy my loyal friend. 4:58 AM

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.i'm mad.

friendster so stupid.i was lookin for piggy's first ever testimonial for me.it's one of the first 10 testimonials i've ever had.n so i tried to straight away go to e oldest testimonials.you know what i found?it turned out that there are only buttons for previous n next!now there are more than 1300 testimonials n each page only shows 10.


i must click for around 130 time to get to e last page.SWEET

*doin it*
if you know a way to get to e last page do let me know k i'll kill myself.

*still clickin*
i'm gettin mad.

STUPID STUPID FRIENSTER!
RETARDED ME!

i clicked till page 500sumthin n error occured.i tried again n error occured at exactly same page.

.....*smoke comin out of my nose n ears*

anyway.forget friendster.e reason why i wanna look for piggy's testimonial is becoz it meant a lot to me.wish i can share it with everybody.long time no see, pig.miss you a lot.sorry i disappeared.sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry.next time you call me n i never pick up, message me k, coz i dunno that it was you.you know me.i left my cellphone all e time.n e tendency to ignore calls n messages never really go away.if not becoming worse here.


nice talkin to you on e phone.

n sorry again e call died coz i was out of phone credit.tell me more when i see you k.can't wait.c ya in december sis! =)


XOXO

JesS.


missin e good ol' times 2:50 AM

it’s not that i’m not happy with my current condition, no. there’s a time when you just miss the old times, especially when everything is so different than what it used to be. Indonesia and Singapore is so nearby, but e culture is so different that sometimes i felt foreign and lonely.so weird.i was always considered as 1 of e happiest person ever *not exaggerating*

not now, though.

sometimes i feel lonely even when i am together with my friends, it’s as though i was wrapped inside a bubble that separated me from others. hmph well i guess it’s time for me to get used to it. i’m aware that i’m becoming more individualistic as i spend my time in Singapore. it’s in the culture. Not that it is bad, though. it’s just..different.

maybe it's becoz of language barrier? if i put it bluntly; my English SUCKS. haha. i’m still thinking in Bahasa Indonesia, then i’ll translate it to English as e words come out of my mouth. yeap. it sucks to want to say something but not able to put it into words. hopefully my English will improve. after exchange to Europe maybe? YAY

for now, i’ll just bear with my current condition. ooo how i missed talking with my mother tounge, bahasa. i miss Indonesian food! i miss my old friends.. high school times..hmm..anyway i just checked my friendster account.o gosh.i can't even remember e password so i looked at my account as though i'm a stranger.this is what i found:


i didn't know my old friends wished me happy b'day from friendster.i thought e one at my facebook account was all.don't hav time to reply them now.will do it later after exams.promise.

i'm talkin nonsense!haha people this is what happen you study too much.oops.not like i study much tho xP lazy.silly.me.

JesS.



I'm so sorry but you guys look e same to me.. 1:39 AM








Don't you think they look the same?

I do.









I'm so sorry, Arvind, but honestly..hahahhahaha I can't help it. *evil mode: on"



Crazy.CURSING.Auntie 12:16 AM

this afternoon when i was walkin to school with uncle,
suddenly sumbody shouted right behind us.
at first i thought it was one of our friends.

NOPE.

it was e famous crazy CURSING auntie.
n i mean it literally.
she's crazy n all she does is cursing.
worst part is, she cursed everybody.
i didn't know her but she attacked me T_____T
i almost had heart attack.
we walked really fast.
get all sweaty before exam.
thanx a lot auntie, i feel so healthy after running.
anyway, if you see auntie that looks like this near SMU or hostel:

run.
as fast as you can.




Tuesday, November 25, 2008
woohoo. 12:08 PM

OMG.
[backsound: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..]
threadless tees at $5.guys.let's order together before all e tees are sold out.seriously.



I Melt With You. 10:28 AM

So bored.
man i'm sick of studyin.haha.just disturbed uncle, went to her room.we're pretty much on e same page.yeah!

my iTunes' playin one of my fav songs..

Moving forward using all my breath
Making love to you was never second best
I saw the world thrashing all around your face
Never really knowing it was always mesh and lace

I'll stop the world and melt with you
You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time
There's nothing you and I won't do
I'll stop the world and melt with you


k k study.i know.


hmmm. 2:13 AM

..interesting.



grrrrrrr. 1:59 AM

kris n leann: stop hacking my blog! >.< *bite*

btw here's why i suddenly created this blog..

yesterday nite.nope.this early morning.around 4am.
kris: i just updated my blog
me: i wanna see
kris: see see this
me: WOW how to change blog skin?
kris: go to blogskin!
*n so i browsed blogskin*
me: OMG SO NICE
*busy clickin here n there*
me: this one is nice
me again: this one is also nice
nice..nice..

o well.now you know how i ended up havin my own blog xp


oh no 12:58 AM

i was talkin to vaish n kris,,

then uncle came. holdin marketing textbook [e one that we copied together]

OMG.

we're at e same page! leann. stop imitating me k. hahaha

an ironic fact: tomorrow's e exam n both of us not even near to finishin. o well, who cares. haha


Monday, November 24, 2008
YAY. 2:26 PM

finally

e first version of my blog is done.

HAHHAHAHAHAHA *crazy mode: on*

now it's 6.27am. nice timing Jess. you hav 1 last day to study marketing. k k i'd better start studyin now.


Hi.Alo.Hi.Whatever. 11:54 AM

OMG FINALLY MY FIRST BLOG!!

thanx to Kristin e mUmmy for e inspiration,,hahhahaha it's 4.51am n i'm supposed to be studyin rite now but nevermind. textbook can wait.

it's so exciting.blogging.aaaaaaaa

Hi, i'm JESSICA NOVIA, just a normal typical busy SMU student with a little too high amount of lazyness n alcohol consumption. Oops. don't let my parents know, thank you. i work hard, play harder. i'm crazy bout dance n lyrics.

oooo you hav no idea how nice song lyrics can kill me.

I like havin fun.
I wanna travel all around e world.
I wanna live happily ever after.
I wanna live forever.
I am just an ordinary unique girl. Nice to meet you =)


XOXO

JesS.